Dear Angel,
This is an official message to myself,
You can survive no matter what happened. Don't worry, don't cry over it. You got to be strong. Hold on to those tear, don't let it roll down your cheek. For your dream, you got to become stronger, in physical and in emotional. For those plan you made for your future, you got to hold on and bear with it. Those flaw you think you had, you just got to overcome it. You might be unlucky to be born out into this world but, it is a chance for you to fix all your mistake you made in the past. I know that you felt sorry for all those things that you did in the past. I know that you can't seem to forgot those memories that hunted you for years, I know it all. But, nothing could be done. Get over it and stand up. You can do it. Don't cry, don't ever cry over small matters. It isn't worth it.
Just think about your future whenever you're tried, you can do it. Just don't trouble others with your own problem. You're are the one who are moving forward. No one could company you forever. Don't sob, don't complain. No one can understand each another. Don't seek for friends that understand you, because you're the one that understand yourself. Don't forget your original goal no matter where you go. Don't seek for those modeling job, it isn't gonna come true. Just focus on your current job and work hard. Bear with it. Not all of the people are meant to do all the job.
What are you been upset over? I didn't get you. Are you envy of your friends? Don't be coz this isn't gonna change anything. Are you sick of people been upset coz of you? Than don't get any closer to anyone. Or are you upset over yourself? Because you felt that you couldn't be an awesome friends? Because you always think that your friends think you're freaking annoying? Than....Don't even bother them any longer. Keep to yourself and me, your heart.
Nothing can be done, just move on.
From,
Your Heart
sobb your word touched me T^T ...you know this is a serect i have been hiding but i have alway been envy of u all too...also i felt so sick about it...the more i envy u all the more i felt i'm not fit to be a good friend for u all because of that i don't want to create more bond i'm scare one day i will get hurt again i'm scare one day what if you all when for ur path and i'm alone rather i alway felt that you all have been walking forward ahead of me and i'm lacking behide...i'm jealous how u all so working hard on ur dream, i'm jealous all u all have an reality mind set, i'm jealous how u all have new friend that fast...i'm very scare once u all reached ur dream u all will forget me ..haha felt that i'm so selfish...i never think your freaking annoying... instead i felt that your awesome in your own way haha that why i'm jealous >.<''
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