I live my life as a miserable person. Sometime I wonder why could a simple let me tear up, and I know cuz I'm someone that is emotional attract to music. I can't really explain how I felt at this current moments. There is no words to explain at all..
I wish that I could just stand under the rain and lets those raindrop cleanse away those feeling of mine. How could I accept those moments that happened in my life? Is it a crime for someone to put a smile on outside even they're breaking down on the inside? Can't anyone really notice it?
Those moments that pissed me off, how could I put it in this way? Those heart of mine that doesn't care about a things, even my family. I really hate myself for been in this way. Discouragement given out by them, I can't accept it calmly. My mouths say I will prove to them but my heart was breaking into pieces.
I wished that I was alone in this world, with no one getting close to me. Just treat me as a monster and never get close to me but, how can I go on without them? New place, new thoughts and new fear. Old place always had me memories on it. Time doesn't goes back in time, it only move forward to our future.
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